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Who: Arcee and YOU!
Where: All around L.A.
When: THIS WEEK
What: Arcee's scouting out the city, gathering information and getting to know humankind.
Warnings: idk robots

Nothing about this mission has been easy. Not spending the terse weeks in the cramped Rod Pod with Rodimus, not trying to keep her troops in line, nothing to do with Optimus -- no, Orion now. It had been hard to let him go, to watch him walk away when she knows that she and the other Autobot pose the least threat to him. If he goes back to Megatron, Arcee's not sure what'll happen with the war. And the fact that Megatron's on this planet at all is cause for concern.

That, and the considerably more local threats. Orion's terrifying bout of mind control hadn't come at the hands of the Decepticons, but something Earth-based. Something deeply sinister. Arcee knows a bit about this planet, but not enough. It's starting to look like they might be here a while, so she decides it's time for some serious recon.

She has a holomatter avatar for precisely this reason -- blending in with the local populace, maintaining a low profile. It's a remote projection, solid enough to interact with its environment and relay data back to Arcee. She can learn a lot just by driving around, but certain information is a lot easier to come by when you get up close and personal. She can be found around the city either as her human avatar, who's gathering any information she might be able to find about Megatron's whereabouts and the strange happenings in L.A. of light, or as a sleek motorcycle on the city streets, either bearing a holographic rider when on the move (because a motorcycle moving on its own would definitely be cause for suspicion), or unattended while parked out of the way to watch passersby.

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Arcee is finding it difficult to respond. He's almost begging her to answer, to give him some kind of confirmation, and it just makes her spark heave in her chassis. She supposes all she can really do is tell him the truth.

"Orion, it's...not that simple." She hesitates, her voice heavy. "If you decided you wanted to be Optimus Prime again -- all on your own -- and you wanted to take the Matrix back...yes, I'd be glad. There are a lot of people who'd like to see Optimus Prime back in command, and they'd all be glad. But it's not just about that."

She rolls forward a little, just to circle around a bit and inch a little closer to Orion. "This isn't just about the Matrix or Optimus Prime. It's about you, too. Because Optimus Prime was more than just the bearer of the Matrix."

He feels a surge of anxiety - he's not angry about anything she's saying, but a certain fire rises up in him all the same. He doesn't agree with her. He can't.

"But it is not about me!" he says more urgently. "It is about so much more than just me, than about Orion Pax. What makes a bot are their memories - and without them, the Optimus Prime you knew is dead. I have no right to end another bot's life for the sake of my own, nor do I have any inclination to do so. How can you claim that it is all the same when it simply is not?"

His mirrors tilt upwards as he finds himself gazing towards the evening sky.

"Our people have been scattered to the stars, and from the beginning, if everything you say is true, they have placed their hopes and faith in their Prime. I would only be one small part in something so much greater."

For one brilliant moment, it's like listening to Optimus again, so much that it's jarring. Arcee feels something like hope swell in her spark, but it burns too hot, hits too hard for that to really be it. It feels just as much like trepidation. The emotion in his voice -- the passion -- those belong to Orion, but the words...those are words that could just as easily have come from Optimus.

"Optimus Prime isn't dead, Orion," she says quietly, circling around slowly to come to a halt in front of him. "You're right -- this is bigger than you, because it's bigger than all of us. But I don't think you fully understand the part you've played in it so far. Optimus Prime isn't dead, no more than Orion Pax died when he accepted the Matrix. I've known Optimus for thousands of years, and having met you, having talked to you...I can see it now. Optimus wasn't just someone to carry the Matrix -- that was only part of what made him Optimus Prime, and you were every bit as much a part of that. The Matrix gave Optimus the wisdom of the Primes, but the clarity of purpose, the willingness to see the good in every spark, the sense of responsibility you feel toward making every decision count, the dedication to ensuring the decisions you make are the right ones -- all of the things that made you worthy of the Matrix in the first place...those were a part of Optimus, too, what inspired people to stand by him. They're why I followed him for seven thousand years, and they're why I'm here now, because even with the Matrix gone, Orion, I can see that in you. Your memories might be gone, but...you'd be surprised at how little Optimus changed over the course of the war. Those things about him...they never changed."

He looks down at her alt form as he pulls around to his front. Words like this are crushing and inspiring all at once. Orion has never considered himself to be anything extraordinary - just a conscientious citizen trying to do what was right.

The future described to him is one he's never foreseen. But even if he doubts the idea of his own greatness, these traits are not ones he can deny valuing a great deal.

"Then all the more reason I should inevitably make the same choice," he says softly. "That I should not put myself above something that means so much to so many."

If Arcee weren't in her alt mode right now, she might be smiling faintly in spite of herself. He's only proved her point -- it's just the sort of thing she'd expect from Optimus -- and though her spark is heavy still, she feels a sliver of hope peek through. Maybe she's gotten through to him, just a bit.

"I think you have to decide that for yourself," she says honestly. "I think that if you feel like you still need more information, some kind of confirmation, then you should find it. But I know that whatever choice you make, it'll be because you believed it was the right one. I believe in you, Orion -- I believed in Optimus Prime, too, and I guess I just...wanted you to know why."

The wait of the realization is heavy, because it occurs to him now that he's started to believe. He believes her words, he believes what the Autobots have been trying to accomplish. He doesn't know how, but he's just come to understand its truth deep in his spark, like something instinctive. He can't see any falsehood in her - in any of them.

And that leaves something even more painful to contend with.

He vents harshly, traces of exhaust escaping his pipes. His engine rolls uncomfortably, and he can't really think of what to say. He just feels so intensely miserable for a moment that it's overwhelming, and his frame shakes with idle rumbling.

Arcee hadn't exactly been expecting a smile and a handshake, but she's not prepared for Orion's reaction all the same. She knows distress when she sees it, and she's at a loss for a moment, fumbling for something to say. Seeing Orion like this makes her feel like the bottom of her fuel tank's just dropped out. She can do the pep talks, she can rationalize and she can tell him what's in her spark, but seeing him upset like this...she has no idea what to say.

"Orion..." She inches closer, just enough to gently clink her front plating against his bumper. "Orion, it's -- it's okay."

He feels that touch, and his engine rumbles again, idly leaking exhaust. He's quick to try to pull himself together - this is the exact kind of emotional scene he's been avoiding making - but something about Arcee makes doing so feel less urgent than it might otherwise.

"The depth of such a betrayal," he explains, his voice strained with static, "is not a thing I am prepared for."

The little touch of victory she'd felt in her spark feels dampened by Orion's obvious anguish. There is no clear winner here, and she knows that however she knows Megatron, Orion knows him much differently. It must hurt, the realization that he's been lied to by someone he trusts so much. Arcee can only imagine.

"I'm sorry, Orion. I'm -- " She falters, her spark heavy, and she drops her voice, resetting her vocalizer to try to clear it of static. "I'm so sorry."

He's quiet for a few moments, desperate thoughts running through his head. There is something about this concept that he can't accept. A level of resignation he refuses to take.

"There must be something..." he says, grasping. "Something I can do..."

"I don't know," Arcee says, little threads of static creeping into her voice despite her best efforts. It's hard to see him so helpless, to feel just as much herself. "If I knew, I'd tell you, Orion. But I don't..."

She cycles air through her vents harshly in a frustrated sigh, letting her front fender rest lightly against Orion's bumper. "If you think you need to talk to him to set your head straight, to clarify things for yourself...you should. But Orion, just -- be careful."

"Do you truly believe that he would kill me?"

The question is simple and earnest. He's been warned of this before, but it's still something he can't quite imagine. To manipulate him would be one thing, but to kill him...

Arcee knows there's no point in lying or softening the blow here -- no point in sparing Orion's feelings only to obscure the truth. It wouldn't do any of them any good.

"I believe he would try," she says quietly, keeping her voice as steady as she can. "It's not like he hasn't in the past. I think that if he really saw you as a threat to his plans, he'd find some way to keep you out of the way -- even if it meant killing you. I can't say why he didn't try after he took the Matrix from you -- there must have been a reason -- but I wouldn't put it past him. Not for a second."

"But what could he want me for if my threat and my utility has gone?" he asks, softly. He knows what he hopes the answer is - that Megatron wants him around because he still cares for him, even if he's tangled up in other things. But he's desperate for any hold he can get, and even theories are better than nothing.

"I don't know," Arcee says honestly, but she still feels like she's floundering. If she's honest, that's the one thing that's been bugging her. Why hasn't Megatron tried to kill Orion? "I'm sorry, Orion. I wish I knew."

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