"I'm scared I don't...I don't remember it right, I feel like...I should have been with her. I wouldn't leave her alone." He sniffles and buzzes, wiping his eyes. "I just started drowning and I don't remember..."

He's obviously starting to panic as he thinks more deeply on this. Whatever he's trying to remember has triggered an emotional reaction to his abuse.

"I have dreams about it, KK..."